It was the day when my first son was born. I felt undescribed happiness. In the meanwhile, i realized the meaning of being a father.
My mother used to tell me when i was in high school, Mina, one day you will marry and given sons, then you would know how darling you are to me. You will never get that feelng till you are given a son.
Before the birth of my son, i got into hallucination for almost one year. Suddenly i felt as if i would have a heart attck. I visitet the doctor twice every day, he confirmed nothing wrong with me and i was very fine. “Oh my god” doctor said when i visited him more and more to complain of the feeling of high blood pressure, he tested and it was normal.
My mind never stopped thinking, i felt as if i were awaken 24 hours. The matter bgan to change into truth. My blood pressure reached 180/110, docotor was about to cry” he expresses that” when he tested it. He said, Mina you are the only one who put yourself in this situation. He transferred me to a cardiologist who confirmed that i had palpitation. Although he made all tests and confirned i was very perfect organically, i was still feeling tired. This was because of illusion.
Every thing disappeared, no more hallucination, no more illusion once my son was born. I only thought about him and cared for him too much. I am in a very well condition now and happy with my family.
I am glad that your son helped with some of the anxiety you were feeling and that it helped focusing your thought elsewhere. :)
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